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Connie Converse

Elizabeth Eaton Converse (born August 3, 1924 – disappeared August 1974) was an American singer-songwriter and musician, best known under her professional name Connie Converse. She was active in New York City in the 1950s, and her work is among the earliest known recordings in the singer-songwriter genre of music. Before and after the period in which she wrote her music she was an academic, writer, assistant editor for the Far Eastern Survey (IPR, New York) and editor for the Journal of Conflict Resolution (University of Michigan, Ann Arbor).

Connie Converse
Converse during her music career in the 1950s
Born
Elizabeth Eaton Converse

(1924-08-03)August 3, 1924
DisappearedAugust 1974 (age 50)
Ann Arbor, Michigan, U.S.
StatusMissing for 49 years, 9 months and 19 days
Occupation(s)Singer-songwriter, guitarist, composer, secretary, managing editor
Musical career
Instrument(s)Vocals, guitar, piano
Years activeEarly 1950s–1974
LabelsSquirrel Thing Recordings
WebsiteConnie Converse

In 1974, Converse left her family home in search of a new life and was not seen or heard from again. Despite the obscurity of her music during her lifetime, her work gained recognition after it was featured on a 2004 radio show. In March 2009, a compilation album of her work, How Sad, How Lovely, was released.

Biography edit

Early life edit

Converse was born in Laconia, New Hampshire, on August 3, 1924.[1] She was raised in Concord, New Hampshire, as the middle child in a strict Baptist family; her father was a minister and her mother was "musical", according to music historian David Garland. Her elder brother by three years was Paul Converse and her younger brother by five years, Philip Converse, became a prominent political scientist.[1][2]

Converse attended Concord High School, where she was valedictorian and won eight academic awards,[3] including an academic scholarship to Mount Holyoke College in Massachusetts. After two years' study, she left Mount Holyoke and moved to New York City.[4]

Career edit

During the 1950s, Converse worked for the Academy Photo Offset printing house in New York's Flatiron District. She first lived in Greenwich Village, then in the Hell's Kitchen and Harlem areas.[5] She started calling herself Connie, a nickname she had acquired in New York. She began writing songs and performing them for friends, accompanying herself on guitar.[4] She began smoking during this time and started drinking, behaviors strongly contrary to her religious upbringing.[4] Possibly as a result, her parents rejected her music career. It was thought that her father never heard her sing before his death,[4] but a tape recording of a family visit in 1952 reveals that Converse sang a couple of songs for her father and mother in her apartment in Grove Street, New York.[6]

In 1954, Converse was encouraged by a friend to perform at a music salon hosted by graphic artist and audio enthusiast Gene Deitch, who recorded the performance.[1] Converse's only known public performance was a brief television appearance in 1954 on The Morning Show on CBS with Walter Cronkite, which Deitch had helped to arrange.[4] In 1956, she recorded an album for her brother, Phil, titled Musicks (Volumes I and II).[2] By 1961, Converse had grown frustrated trying to sell her music in New York. That year, she moved to Ann Arbor, Michigan, where her brother Philip was a professor of political science at the University of Michigan. Converse worked in a secretarial job, and then as a writer for and managing editor of the Journal of Conflict Resolution in 1963.[7][4]

Personal life edit

Converse was very private about her personal life. According to Deitch, she would respond to questions about her personal life with curt "yes" or "no" answers. Both Deitch and Connie's brother Philip have said it is possible she might have been a lesbian, although she never confirmed or denied this notion.[8][4] Her nephew, Tim Converse, has said there is no evidence that she was ever involved in a romantic relationship.[8] Her family noted that Connie relied more heavily on smoking and drinking towards the end of her time living in Michigan.[8][4]

Disappearance edit

By 1973, Converse was burnt out and depressed. The offices of the Journal of Conflict Resolution, which meant so much to her, had moved to Yale at the end of 1972 after being "auctioned off" without her knowledge. Converse's colleagues and friends pooled their money to give her a six-month trip to England in hopes of improving her mood, to no avail.[4][9] Her mother requested that she join her on a trip to Alaska, and Converse grudgingly agreed. Her displeasure with the trip appeared to have contributed to her decision to disappear. Around that time, Converse was told by doctors that she needed a hysterectomy, and the information appeared to have devastated her.[4]

In August 1974, days after her 50th birthday,[10] Converse wrote a series of letters to family and friends suggesting her intention to make a new life in New York City. All were handwritten, according to author Howard Fishman who wrote the biography of her life in a book titled after the only letter Connie Converse typed and left behind in her filing cabinet:

TO ANYONE WHO EVER ASKS: (If I'm Long Unheard From)

This is the thin hard sublayer under all the parting messages I'm likely to have sent: let me go, let me be if I can, let me not be if I can't. For a number of years now I've been the object of affectionate concern to my relatives and many friends in Ann Arbor; have received not just financial but spiritual support from them; have made a number of efforts, in this benign situation to get a new toe-hold on the lively world. Have failed.

...In the months after I got back from my desperate flight to England I began to realize that my new personal incapabilities were still stubbornly handing in. I did fight; but they hung in.

...To survive it all, I expect I must drift back down through the other half of the twentieth twentieth, which I already know pretty well, to the hundreth twentieth, which I have only heard about. I might survive there quite a few years—who knows? But you understand I have to do it with no benign umbrella. Human society fascinates me & awes me & fills me with grief & joy; I just can't find my place to plug into it.

So let me go, please; and please accept my thanks for those happy times...I am in everyone's debt.[9]

In a different letter to Philip, Converse included a check and a request that he make sure that her health insurance was paid for and in good standing for a certain amount of time following her departure, but for him to cease paying the policy on a certain date.[8]

Converse was expected to go on an annual family trip to a lake, but by the time the letters were delivered, she had packed her belongings in her Volkswagen Beetle and driven away, never to be heard from again.[4] The events of her life following her disappearance remain unknown. Several years after she left, someone told her brother Philip that they had seen a phone book listing for "Elizabeth Converse" in either Kansas or Oklahoma, but he never pursued the lead.[4] About ten years after she disappeared, the family hired a private investigator in hopes of finding her. The investigator told the family, however, that even if he did find her, it was her right to disappear, and he could not simply bring her back.[5] After that, her family respected her decision to leave, and ceased looking for her.[5]

Activism edit

Converse spent many years after being a performer as an activist writing memos like Converse's "FEDD" Memo Against Racism and publishing her thoughts on HUAC.

Around 1968-69, Connie Converse wrote a memo as a white member of People Against Racism (PAD). Written as a seven-and-a-half page memo under the heading "AN EXPERIMENT TOWARD 'IDEOLOGICAL' CONSULTATION" outlined in five sections lettered A to E.[11] Section A covered the "Basics" such as "Me and My goals" and strategies like "There is probably no one 'correct method' of combating white racism. Neither racism nor society itself is that simple."[12] Section B was an expansion on the basics. Section C defined what "FEDD" stood for: "I am coming to realize that the essence of racism is a 'frozen' pattern of exploitative domination/dependence between persons and between groups."[13]

The overall memo reads like a manifesto to eliminate white racism and confront the structural or institutional oppressive forces that "perpetuate the status of black people as perennial losers in my society."[12]

Connie Converse's written thoughts resound as an antiracist ally ahead of her time with anti-capitalist articulations about the "psychological wages of whiteness"[14] as W.E.B. DuBois had written about in Black Reconstruction In America and as practiced in Undoing Racism workshops by the People's Institute for Survival and Beyond.

In a 2023 New York Times article framing Converse as a hidden figure akin to Bob Dylan, biographer Howard Fishman wrote, "Ms. Converse lost her job when the institute landed in the cross hairs of the anti-Communist House Un-American Activities Committee."[15] In Fishman's biography of Converse, To Anyone Who Ever Asks (2023), her published thoughts are recorded on the witch hunt that followed and targeted her colleagues, including Owen Lattimore, editor of the Journal for Conflict Resolution, whom Joseph McCarthy accused of being "the top Soviet agent in North America."[16] Fishman quoting Converse writes:

We have become a nation of awful paradox: hysteria inlaid with unconcern, literacy woven with misconception, democracy wrapped up in tyranny, boldness nailed down by fear. I have no doubt of the outcome, but I dread the interval.[17]

Legacy edit

In January 2004, Deitch—by then 80 years old and having lived in Prague since 1959—was invited by New York music historian David Garland to appear on his WNYC radio show Spinning on Air.[18] Deitch played some of the recordings of Converse he had made on a reel-to-reel tape recorder, including her song, "One by One".[10] Two of Garland's listeners, Dan Dzula and David Herman, were inspired to track down any additional recordings of Converse.[5] They found two sources for Converse's music: Deitch's collection in Prague, and a filing cabinet in Ann Arbor containing recordings which Converse had sent to Philip in the late 1950s.[19] In March 2009, How Sad, How Lovely, containing 17 songs by Converse, was released by Lau Derette Recordings.[20] That same month, Spinning on Air broadcast an hour-long special about Converse's life and music. Garland also explored the mystery surrounding her disappearance with recordings from Philip Converse and readings of her letters by actress Amber Benson.[21]

In 2015, How Sad, How Lovely was released as an 18-track vinyl recording by Squirrel Thing Recordings, in partnership with the Captured Tracks label.[22] The album has received favorable reviews, including by Los Angeles Times music critic Randall Roberts, who wrote, "Few reissues of the past decade have struck me with more continued, joyous affection as 'How Sad, How Lovely'."[23] The Australian singer-songwriter Robert Forster describes the album as "making a deep and marvelous connection between lyric and song that allows us to enter the world of an extraordinary woman living in mid-twentieth-century New York."[19]

Apart from her 1954 appearance on The Morning Show; cabaret performances by singer Annette Warren, who featured Converse’s songs "The Playboy of the Western World" and "The Witch and the Wizard" in her act for decades;[24] and a performance of her music in 1961 by folksinger Susan Reed at the Kaufmann Concert Hall in New York, Converse's music was not available to the public until it resurfaced in 2004.[25] Since the 2009 release of her album, however, Converse's life and music have been the subject of news reports around the world.[19][26][27] In addition to the mystery surrounding her disappearance, many of these articles focus on the content and style of Converse's music—and the possibility that she may be the earliest performer in the singer-songwriter genre.[10][21][26][19][28] According to Garland, "Converse wrote and sang back in the 1950s, long before singer-songwriter was a recognized category or style. But everything we value in singer-songwriters today—personal perspective, insight, originality, empathy, intelligence, wry humor—was abundant in her music."[29] Others cite the feminine experience often explored in her lyrics, as well as the themes of sexuality and individualism found in her songs as the reason Converse's music was ahead of its time.[3]

Converse's life and music have served as the inspiration for numerous contemporary artworks, including a play by Howard Fishman, who also produced the album Connie's Piano Songs featuring music written but never recorded by Converse.[30] Fishman also published a biography of Converse in 2023 titled To Anyone Who Ever Asks.[31] Other works inspired by Converse include the modern dance piece "Empty Pockets" by John Heginbotham, which was performed at the Miller Theater in 2015; British singer Nat Johnson's "Roving Woman" tribute performances; as well as tribute performances of Converse's music by Jean Rohe and Diane Cluck as part of the 2012 Spinning on Air 25th-anniversary special.[10][32][33]

In 2017, John Zorn's Tzadik Records released the album Vanity of Vanities: A Tribute to Connie Converse, featuring new recordings of her songs by performers including Mike Patton, Petra Haden, Karen O, and Laurie Anderson.[34] "Memories of Winter", the final track on Canadian singer-songwriter Dana Gavanski's 2020 debut album Yesterday Is Gone, is an homage to Converse.[35] Talking Like Her, a feature documentary first broadcast by SVT in 2021 explored the life, music, and disappearance of Converse.[36] Directed by Natacha Giler and Adam Briscoe, the film has been screened at numerous festivals worldwide and has received positive reviews.[37][38][36]

Classical singer Julia Bullock sang Converse's "One by One" on her album Walking in the Dark, which takes its title from that song.[39] Walking in the Dark won Best Classical Solo Vocal Album at the 66th Grammy Awards.[40]

Discography edit

Tribute albums:

  • Connie's Piano Songs (2014) (written by Converse; performed by others)
  • Vanity of Vanities: A Tribute to Connie Converse (2017) (written by Converse)

Publications edit

  • Converse, Elizabeth (1949). "Administrative Merger for Papua and New Guinea". Far Eastern Survey. 18 (11). Institute of Pacific Relations: 129. doi:10.2307/3024249. JSTOR 3024249.
  • Converse, Elizabeth (1949). "The United States as Trustee--I". Far Eastern Survey. 18 (22). Institute of Pacific Relations: 260–263. doi:10.2307/3023713. JSTOR 3023713.
  • Converse, Elizabeth (1949). "The United States as Trustee--II". Far Eastern Survey. 18 (24). Institute of Pacific Relations: 277–283. doi:10.2307/3023734. JSTOR 3023734.
  • Converse, Elizabeth (1949). "Formosa: Private Citadel?". Far Eastern Survey. 18 (21). Institute of Pacific Relations: 249–250. doi:10.2307/3024156. JSTOR 3024156.
  • Converse, Elizabeth (1951). "Pilot Development Projects in India". Far Eastern Survey. 20 (3). Institute of Pacific Relations: 21–27. doi:10.2307/3024397. JSTOR 3024397.
  • Keeffe, Emily C; Converse, Elizabeth (1952). The Japanese leaders program of the Department of the Army; an evaluative report of the program and its conduct by the Institute of International Education, 1950-1951 (Report). New York, N.Y.: Institute of International Education. OCLC 4822683.
  • Converse, Elizabeth (1972). "A posteditorial". Journal of Conflict Resolution. 16: 617–619.
  • Converse, Elizabeth (1968). "The war of all against all: A review of The Journal of Conflict Resolution, 1957–1968". Journal of Conflict Resolution. 12: 471–532.
  • Kodama, Gentarō (1945). "The Kodama report translation of Japanese plan for aggression, 1902" (Document). Translated by Elizabeth, Converse. Institute of Pacific Relations American Council. (The document is a translation to English of the so-called Kodama report as it was published in the French newspaper l'Echo de Paris in three parts on 10, 11 and 12 January 1905[43] with an introduction and separate responses. The report and the translation is discussed in: Kerr, George (1945). "Kodama Report: Plan for Conquest". Far Eastern Survey. 14 (14). Institute of Pacific Relations: 185–190. doi:10.2307/3021570. JSTOR 3021570.
  • Converse, Elizabeth; Kelman, Herbert C.; Vandenberg, Edward L. (1966). "Alternative perspectives on Vietnam : report on an international conference". Alternative perspectives on Vietnam : report on an international conference. Alternative perspectives on Vietnam, University of Michigan, Ann Arbor, September 13-17 1965. Ithaca, N.Y.: Inter-University Committee for Debate on Foreign Policy. OCLC 2464412.
  • Converse, Elizabeth (1969). Domestic and Foreign Conflicts of England, 1350-1950 (PDF) (Technical report). Center for Research on Conflict Resolution. Retrieved January 3, 2024.
  • Converse, Jean M.; Schuman, Howard (1974). Conversations at Random: Survey Research as Interviewers See it. Illustrations by Elizabeth E. Converse. Wiley. ISBN 9780471168690.

See also edit

Further reading edit

  • Fishman, Howard (2023). To Anyone Who Ever Asks: The life, music, and mystery of Connie Converse. Dutton. ISBN 9780593187364.

References edit

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  22. ^ "How Sad, How Lovely". Captured Tracks. May 14, 2015. from the original on October 30, 2015. Retrieved August 8, 2015.
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Elizabeth Eaton Converse born August 3 1924 disappeared August 1974 was an American singer songwriter and musician best known under her professional name Connie Converse She was active in New York City in the 1950s and her work is among the earliest known recordings in the singer songwriter genre of music Before and after the period in which she wrote her music she was an academic writer assistant editor for the Far Eastern Survey IPR New York and editor for the Journal of Conflict Resolution University of Michigan Ann Arbor Connie ConverseConverse during her music career in the 1950sBornElizabeth Eaton Converse 1924 08 03 August 3 1924Laconia New Hampshire U S DisappearedAugust 1974 age 50 Ann Arbor Michigan U S StatusMissing for 49 years 9 months and 19 daysOccupation s Singer songwriter guitarist composer secretary managing editorMusical careerInstrument s Vocals guitar pianoYears activeEarly 1950s 1974LabelsSquirrel Thing RecordingsWebsiteConnie Converse In 1974 Converse left her family home in search of a new life and was not seen or heard from again Despite the obscurity of her music during her lifetime her work gained recognition after it was featured on a 2004 radio show In March 2009 a compilation album of her work How Sad How Lovely was released Contents 1 Biography 1 1 Early life 1 2 Career 2 Personal life 3 Disappearance 4 Activism 5 Legacy 6 Discography 7 Publications 8 See also 9 Further reading 10 References 11 External linksBiography editEarly life edit Converse was born in Laconia New Hampshire on August 3 1924 1 She was raised in Concord New Hampshire as the middle child in a strict Baptist family her father was a minister and her mother was musical according to music historian David Garland Her elder brother by three years was Paul Converse and her younger brother by five years Philip Converse became a prominent political scientist 1 2 Converse attended Concord High School where she was valedictorian and won eight academic awards 3 including an academic scholarship to Mount Holyoke College in Massachusetts After two years study she left Mount Holyoke and moved to New York City 4 Career edit During the 1950s Converse worked for the Academy Photo Offset printing house in New York s Flatiron District She first lived in Greenwich Village then in the Hell s Kitchen and Harlem areas 5 She started calling herself Connie a nickname she had acquired in New York She began writing songs and performing them for friends accompanying herself on guitar 4 She began smoking during this time and started drinking behaviors strongly contrary to her religious upbringing 4 Possibly as a result her parents rejected her music career It was thought that her father never heard her sing before his death 4 but a tape recording of a family visit in 1952 reveals that Converse sang a couple of songs for her father and mother in her apartment in Grove Street New York 6 In 1954 Converse was encouraged by a friend to perform at a music salon hosted by graphic artist and audio enthusiast Gene Deitch who recorded the performance 1 Converse s only known public performance was a brief television appearance in 1954 on The Morning Show on CBS with Walter Cronkite which Deitch had helped to arrange 4 In 1956 she recorded an album for her brother Phil titled Musicks Volumes I and II 2 By 1961 Converse had grown frustrated trying to sell her music in New York That year she moved to Ann Arbor Michigan where her brother Philip was a professor of political science at the University of Michigan Converse worked in a secretarial job and then as a writer for and managing editor of the Journal of Conflict Resolution in 1963 7 4 Personal life editConverse was very private about her personal life According to Deitch she would respond to questions about her personal life with curt yes or no answers Both Deitch and Connie s brother Philip have said it is possible she might have been a lesbian although she never confirmed or denied this notion 8 4 Her nephew Tim Converse has said there is no evidence that she was ever involved in a romantic relationship 8 Her family noted that Connie relied more heavily on smoking and drinking towards the end of her time living in Michigan 8 4 Disappearance editBy 1973 Converse was burnt out and depressed The offices of the Journal of Conflict Resolution which meant so much to her had moved to Yale at the end of 1972 after being auctioned off without her knowledge Converse s colleagues and friends pooled their money to give her a six month trip to England in hopes of improving her mood to no avail 4 9 Her mother requested that she join her on a trip to Alaska and Converse grudgingly agreed Her displeasure with the trip appeared to have contributed to her decision to disappear Around that time Converse was told by doctors that she needed a hysterectomy and the information appeared to have devastated her 4 In August 1974 days after her 50th birthday 10 Converse wrote a series of letters to family and friends suggesting her intention to make a new life in New York City All were handwritten according to author Howard Fishman who wrote the biography of her life in a book titled after the only letter Connie Converse typed and left behind in her filing cabinet TO ANYONE WHO EVER ASKS If I m Long Unheard From This is the thin hard sublayer under all the parting messages I m likely to have sent let me go let me be if I can let me not be if I can t For a number of years now I ve been the object of affectionate concern to my relatives and many friends in Ann Arbor have received not just financial but spiritual support from them have made a number of efforts in this benign situation to get a new toe hold on the lively world Have failed In the months after I got back from my desperate flight to England I began to realize that my new personal incapabilities were still stubbornly handing in I did fight but they hung in To survive it all I expect I must drift back down through the other half of the twentieth twentieth which I already know pretty well to the hundreth twentieth which I have only heard about I might survive there quite a few years who knows But you understand I have to do it with no benign umbrella Human society fascinates me amp awes me amp fills me with grief amp joy I just can t find my place to plug into it So let me go please and please accept my thanks for those happy times I am in everyone s debt 9 In a different letter to Philip Converse included a check and a request that he make sure that her health insurance was paid for and in good standing for a certain amount of time following her departure but for him to cease paying the policy on a certain date 8 Converse was expected to go on an annual family trip to a lake but by the time the letters were delivered she had packed her belongings in her Volkswagen Beetle and driven away never to be heard from again 4 The events of her life following her disappearance remain unknown Several years after she left someone told her brother Philip that they had seen a phone book listing for Elizabeth Converse in either Kansas or Oklahoma but he never pursued the lead 4 About ten years after she disappeared the family hired a private investigator in hopes of finding her The investigator told the family however that even if he did find her it was her right to disappear and he could not simply bring her back 5 After that her family respected her decision to leave and ceased looking for her 5 Activism editConverse spent many years after being a performer as an activist writing memos like Converse s FEDD Memo Against Racism and publishing her thoughts on HUAC Around 1968 69 Connie Converse wrote a memo as a white member of People Against Racism PAD Written as a seven and a half page memo under the heading AN EXPERIMENT TOWARD IDEOLOGICAL CONSULTATION outlined in five sections lettered A to E 11 Section A covered the Basics such as Me and My goals and strategies like There is probably no one correct method of combating white racism Neither racism nor society itself is that simple 12 Section B was an expansion on the basics Section C defined what FEDD stood for I am coming to realize that the essence of racism is a frozen pattern of exploitative domination dependence between persons and between groups 13 The overall memo reads like a manifesto to eliminate white racism and confront the structural or institutional oppressive forces that perpetuate the status of black people as perennial losers in my society 12 Connie Converse s written thoughts resound as an antiracist ally ahead of her time with anti capitalist articulations about the psychological wages of whiteness 14 as W E B DuBois had written about in Black Reconstruction In America and as practiced in Undoing Racism workshops by the People s Institute for Survival and Beyond In a 2023 New York Times article framing Converse as a hidden figure akin to Bob Dylan biographer Howard Fishman wrote Ms Converse lost her job when the institute landed in the cross hairs of the anti Communist House Un American Activities Committee 15 In Fishman s biography of Converse To Anyone Who Ever Asks 2023 her published thoughts are recorded on the witch hunt that followed and targeted her colleagues including Owen Lattimore editor of the Journal for Conflict Resolution whom Joseph McCarthy accused of being the top Soviet agent in North America 16 Fishman quoting Converse writes We have become a nation of awful paradox hysteria inlaid with unconcern literacy woven with misconception democracy wrapped up in tyranny boldness nailed down by fear I have no doubt of the outcome but I dread the interval 17 Legacy editIn January 2004 Deitch by then 80 years old and having lived in Prague since 1959 was invited by New York music historian David Garland to appear on his WNYC radio show Spinning on Air 18 Deitch played some of the recordings of Converse he had made on a reel to reel tape recorder including her song One by One 10 Two of Garland s listeners Dan Dzula and David Herman were inspired to track down any additional recordings of Converse 5 They found two sources for Converse s music Deitch s collection in Prague and a filing cabinet in Ann Arbor containing recordings which Converse had sent to Philip in the late 1950s 19 In March 2009 How Sad How Lovely containing 17 songs by Converse was released by Lau Derette Recordings 20 That same month Spinning on Air broadcast an hour long special about Converse s life and music Garland also explored the mystery surrounding her disappearance with recordings from Philip Converse and readings of her letters by actress Amber Benson 21 In 2015 How Sad How Lovely was released as an 18 track vinyl recording by Squirrel Thing Recordings in partnership with the Captured Tracks label 22 The album has received favorable reviews including by Los Angeles Times music critic Randall Roberts who wrote Few reissues of the past decade have struck me with more continued joyous affection as How Sad How Lovely 23 The Australian singer songwriter Robert Forster describes the album as making a deep and marvelous connection between lyric and song that allows us to enter the world of an extraordinary woman living in mid twentieth century New York 19 Apart from her 1954 appearance on The Morning Show cabaret performances by singer Annette Warren who featured Converse s songs The Playboy of the Western World and The Witch and the Wizard in her act for decades 24 and a performance of her music in 1961 by folksinger Susan Reed at the Kaufmann Concert Hall in New York Converse s music was not available to the public until it resurfaced in 2004 25 Since the 2009 release of her album however Converse s life and music have been the subject of news reports around the world 19 26 27 In addition to the mystery surrounding her disappearance many of these articles focus on the content and style of Converse s music and the possibility that she may be the earliest performer in the singer songwriter genre 10 21 26 19 28 According to Garland Converse wrote and sang back in the 1950s long before singer songwriter was a recognized category or style But everything we value in singer songwriters today personal perspective insight originality empathy intelligence wry humor was abundant in her music 29 Others cite the feminine experience often explored in her lyrics as well as the themes of sexuality and individualism found in her songs as the reason Converse s music was ahead of its time 3 Converse s life and music have served as the inspiration for numerous contemporary artworks including a play by Howard Fishman who also produced the album Connie s Piano Songs featuring music written but never recorded by Converse 30 Fishman also published a biography of Converse in 2023 titled To Anyone Who Ever Asks 31 Other works inspired by Converse include the modern dance piece Empty Pockets by John Heginbotham which was performed at the Miller Theater in 2015 British singer Nat Johnson s Roving Woman tribute performances as well as tribute performances of Converse s music by Jean Rohe and Diane Cluck as part of the 2012 Spinning on Air 25th anniversary special 10 32 33 In 2017 John Zorn s Tzadik Records released the album Vanity of Vanities A Tribute to Connie Converse featuring new recordings of her songs by performers including Mike Patton Petra Haden Karen O and Laurie Anderson 34 Memories of Winter the final track on Canadian singer songwriter Dana Gavanski s 2020 debut album Yesterday Is Gone is an homage to Converse 35 Talking Like Her a feature documentary first broadcast by SVT in 2021 explored the life music and disappearance of Converse 36 Directed by Natacha Giler and Adam Briscoe the film has been screened at numerous festivals worldwide and has received positive reviews 37 38 36 Classical singer Julia Bullock sang Converse s One by One on her album Walking in the Dark which takes its title from that song 39 Walking in the Dark won Best Classical Solo Vocal Album at the 66th Grammy Awards 40 Discography editHow Sad How Lovely 2009 2015 reissue Sad Lady 2020 41 Musicks 2023 42 Tribute albums Connie s Piano Songs 2014 written by Converse performed by others Vanity of Vanities A Tribute to Connie Converse 2017 written by Converse Publications editConverse Elizabeth 1949 Administrative Merger for Papua and New Guinea Far Eastern Survey 18 11 Institute of Pacific Relations 129 doi 10 2307 3024249 JSTOR 3024249 Converse Elizabeth 1949 The United States as Trustee I Far Eastern Survey 18 22 Institute of Pacific Relations 260 263 doi 10 2307 3023713 JSTOR 3023713 Converse Elizabeth 1949 The United States as Trustee II Far Eastern Survey 18 24 Institute of Pacific Relations 277 283 doi 10 2307 3023734 JSTOR 3023734 Converse Elizabeth 1949 Formosa Private Citadel Far Eastern Survey 18 21 Institute of Pacific Relations 249 250 doi 10 2307 3024156 JSTOR 3024156 Converse Elizabeth 1951 Pilot Development Projects in India Far Eastern Survey 20 3 Institute of Pacific Relations 21 27 doi 10 2307 3024397 JSTOR 3024397 Keeffe Emily C Converse Elizabeth 1952 The Japanese leaders program of the Department of the Army an evaluative report of the program and its conduct by the Institute of International Education 1950 1951 Report New York N Y Institute of International Education OCLC 4822683 Converse Elizabeth 1972 A posteditorial Journal of Conflict Resolution 16 617 619 Converse Elizabeth 1968 The war of all against all A review of The Journal of Conflict Resolution 1957 1968 Journal of Conflict Resolution 12 471 532 Kodama Gentarō 1945 The Kodama report translation of Japanese plan for aggression 1902 Document Translated by Elizabeth Converse Institute of Pacific Relations American Council The document is a translation to English of the so called Kodama report as it was published in the French newspaper l Echo de Paris in three parts on 10 11 and 12 January 1905 43 with an introduction and separate responses The report and the translation is discussed in Kerr George 1945 Kodama Report Plan for Conquest Far Eastern Survey 14 14 Institute of Pacific Relations 185 190 doi 10 2307 3021570 JSTOR 3021570 Converse Elizabeth Kelman Herbert C Vandenberg Edward L 1966 Alternative perspectives on Vietnam report on an international conference Alternative perspectives on Vietnam report on an international conference Alternative perspectives on Vietnam University of Michigan Ann Arbor September 13 17 1965 Ithaca N Y Inter University Committee for Debate on Foreign Policy OCLC 2464412 Converse Elizabeth 1969 Domestic and Foreign Conflicts of England 1350 1950 PDF Technical report Center for Research on Conflict Resolution Retrieved January 3 2024 Converse Jean M Schuman Howard 1974 Conversations at Random Survey Research as Interviewers See it Illustrations by Elizabeth E Converse Wiley ISBN 9780471168690 See also editList of people who disappearedFurther reading editFishman Howard 2023 To Anyone Who Ever Asks The life music and mystery of Connie Converse Dutton ISBN 9780593187364 References edit a b c Connie Converse s Time Has Come The New Yorker November 21 2016 Retrieved July 14 2021 a b Jefferson Cord The Story of Connie Converse www theawl com The Awl a b Vigil Delfin March 8 2009 The musical mystery of Connie Converse SFGate San Francisco Chronicle Archived from the original on September 24 2015 Retrieved August 9 2015 a b c d e f g h i j k l Jefferson Cord August 3 2010 The Story of Connie Converse The Awl Archived from the original on June 16 2013 Retrieved June 1 2013 a b c d Anderson L V December 2 2011 The Connie Converse Double Album That Never Got Crowd Funded The Awl Archived from the original on September 9 2015 Retrieved August 8 2015 Fishman Howard May 2 2023 To Anyone Who Ever Asks The Life Music and Mystery of Connie Converse Dutton pp 199 211 ISBN 978 0 593 18736 4 Converse Elizabeth January 1 1968 The War of All against All A Review of The Journal of Conflict 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2021 Talking Like Her In the footsteps of Connie Converse Birdmen Retrieved July 1 2022 Huizenga Tom December 9 2022 With a bold debut album Julia Bullock curates an unconventional career WWFM Retrieved February 5 2024 Salazar Francisco February 4 2024 Metropolitan Opera amp Julia Bullock Lead Classical Grammy Awards OperaWire Retrieved February 5 2024 Sad Lady EP by Connie Converse Connie Converse Retrieved June 28 2020 Peralta Eyder August 6 2023 The mysterious story of Connie Converse the singer songwriter who vanished Weekend Edition NPR Retrieved August 6 2023 https gallica bnf fr ark 12148 bpt6k804236n f1 image https gallica bnf fr ark 12148 bpt6k8042371 f1 image https gallica bnf fr ark 12148 bpt6k804238d f1 imageExternal links editConnie Converse at NamUs Someone Always Takes Me Home by Chris Molnar in The Los Angeles Review of Books June 21 2023 The Grand Portrait of A Singer Who Disappeared by John Lingan in The Washington Post May 4 2023 Before Dylan There Was Connie 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